someone set alarm last night
Need big bounce today
My Saturday started at the weekday time of 5:15AM because SOMEONE set the alarm on my bedside clock last night.
Half awake, less than half asleep I grappled with consciousness to get close enough to the surface to understand what was going on and I swatted at the clock and the alarm stopped.
I whispered a sorry to my wife.
Then tried to swim back under the surface of sleep.
The alarm went off again five minutes later.
I had hit the snooze button.
I hit the snooze button so hard I knocked the clock off of the beside table to the floor behind the bed.
Now the alarm was really going.
Growing louder and more shrill.
Out of bed and on the floor, searching for the clock, saying words my Mother never taught me, I finally got the alarm off.
But boy, was I awake.
I apologized again to my wife and got back in bed.
Bemoaning the awful truth that my Saturday lie in was over.
My thoughts turned to coffee.
Coffee and breakfast.
We had Korean Chicken take out last night.
Unexpectedly I really enjoyed the pickled radishes.
There were leftovers in the fridge.
Sometimes a cold piece of chicken with my coffee is just what I want for breakfast.
At this moment, I could smell the coffee and taste the spicy chicken.
I slid out bed and went downstairs.
There was my Son.
There was my Son surrounded by the plastic containers that I had used to pack up the leftover chicken the night before.
The empty containers.
Bit my lip and made coffee.
Soon I was sitting down with a big mug of blessedness with my iPad, I set out to enjoy what I could of my morning.
My son called out, “I have to be at dance early this morning. I told Mom.”
No one told me.
We would be leaving in about 10 minutes.
So much for a quiet coffee time.
What was left of my Saturday Morning was now a black cloud over my head.
I looked like that emoji of the face with the head exploding.
I needed a bounce this morning.
I would need a BIG bounce.
Dressed and in the car, I was negotiating with Saturday Morning traffic on I85.
I connected my phone to the car radio and Siri told me that music playing, all songs, shuffled.
First up this morning was Someone to Love by Queen.
I grew up with Queen.
Not that I really noticed.
I wouldn’t call Queen the soundtrack of my life.
But they were always there playing in the background.
Recently watched the movie Bohemian Rhapsody and I was struck but how many of their songs I knew.
And knew well enough to sing along with.
And if you know Queen, it is music you sing along with at the top of your longs.
It was good music.
It was music that made you feel good.
At this moment of my life, it was possibly the best song I could have heard, of ALL songs, to get a bounce to my day.
A BIG bounce.
I laughed a lot as I listened.
It is a good song.
It is a song that makes you feel good.
The trip to the dance studio went by quickly.
I pulled into the driveway as the song came to an end.
I came to a stop and my son got out.
He paused with the door open and looked at me.
“Did you have to play that SO LOUD?”