4.13.2026 – sense of proportion

sense of proportion
in good and bad experience
loses its appeal

Adapted from the passage in the book, The Road North by Jim Harrison (Atlantic Monthly Press New York, 1998) where Mr. Harrison writes:

With age I need not make judgments about their comparative merits, having lost the impulse to be right.

One is one, and the other is another.

With age one loses all sense of the supposed inevitability of art and life.

Vivid moments are no longer strung together by imagined fate.

The sense of proportion in good and bad experience loses its appeal.

Bad is bad and you let it go.

Good you cherish as it whizzes by.

Mental struggles become lucid and muted with particular visual images attached to them, somewhat irrationally or beyond ordinary logic.

Money shrinks to money.

Fear is always recognizable rather than generalized.

It is sharp and its aim is very good indeed.

If there is wisdom as such, it is boiled down by fatigue.

The sense of proportion in good and bad experience loses its appeal.

When you have a man who sits in the office of president of the United States who post images of himself portrayed as Jesus Christ, all things, good and bad, lose their proportion on a level of good of bad.

Landing in the land of the unbelievable, I need not make judgments about their comparative merits, having lost the impulse to be right.

The sense of proportion in good and bad experience loses its appeal.

When there are no comparative merits, their is little effort needed to be right.

As I wrote the other day that I struggle mentally to become lucid and I feel muted with particular visual images attached to them, somewhat irrationally or beyond ordinary logic and ask how a man could become not immoral, not amoral but, somehow infinitely worse, morally extinguished and president.

The sense of proportion in good and bad experience loses its appeal.

Beyond belief.

I what for the outcry but where your treasure is, their your heart will be also.

4.12.206 – the offensiveness

the offensiveness
may be a distraction from
the destructiveness

Adapted from the Guardian Opinion piece, The United States is destroying itself by Rebecca Solnit which has the slug line, The daily news can’t adequately convey the administration’s sabotaging of our government, economy, alliances and environment.

Ms. Solnit writes:

The United States is being murdered, and it’s an inside job. Every department, every branch, every bureau and function of the federal government is being fatally corrupted or altogether dismantled or disabled. All this is common knowledge, but because it dribbles out in news stories about this specific incident or department, the reports never adequately describe an administration sabotaging the functioning of the federal government and also trashing the global economy, international alliances and relationships, and the national and global environment in ways that will have downstream consequences for decades and perhaps, especially when it comes to climate, centuries.

But the offensiveness may be a distraction from the destructiveness. A whole sector of mainstream media now functions as spirit mediums attempting to interpret Trump’s actions to try to fit them into the context of competent leadership and coherent and consistent agendas. If there was a coherent agenda, it would be a destructive one, a malevolent one. The newly popular slogan “the purpose of a system is what it does” is useful here, because what this system does is weaken, damage, corrupt and harm. The idea that there’s a coherent agenda driven by Vladimir Putin works in the sense that most of what Trump has done is good for the ageing Russian dictator while also bad for the US.

But the offensiveness may be a distraction from the destructiveness.

We are seeing without seeing.

Has the Titanic has hit the iceberg with no one seemingly understanding that the ship is filling with water?

My wife and I got to talking the other day.

I had another contact from the Medicare folks to let me know I was past retirement age and it was time for retirement.

All fine and good but I cannot afford to retire.

No real problem as I am in good health and I have good job.

Still there are those in our circle who have managed their lives so they can retire.

They managed a career with a single employer and made contributions to their funds and navigated the iceberg of 2009 successfully.

And to those folks, I take my hat off and say good for you!

I do feel good that the ‘American Dream’ can still work!

Then I read this article by Ms. Solnit.

As much as my friends have a plan, their plan depends on one thing.

The ongoing financial and political success of the United States of America.

5, 10, 15 or 30 years years ago, that worked.

I mean who among us could imagine us without the USA?

Today we read headlines that say, The United States is destroying itself.

Today we read stories that say, the offensiveness may be a distraction from the destructiveness.

And I have to ask, who saw 2009 coming?

Who say 1929 coming?

And I am reminded of Psalm 146.

Do not put your trust in princes,
in human beings, who cannot save.
When their spirit departs, they return to the ground;
on that very day their plans come to nothing.
Blessed are those whose help is the God of Jacob,
whose hope is in the Lord their God.

I don’t know what the future holds for the USA.

Hope we come out OK but there is no going back to where we were.

I don’t have much of a 401k.

I don’t own anything of value.

My hope is in the Lord our God.

In the long run, I feel my retirement is pretty secure.

4.11.2026 – the truth assumes a

the truth assumes a
fantastic character to
something more than truth

Adapted from Fyodor Dostoevsky’s Something About Lying as published in where Diary of a Writer (Scribners: New York, 1919) where Mr. Dostoesky writes:

In Russia, truth almost invariably assumes a fantastic character.

In fact, men have finally succeeded in converting all that the human mind may lie about and belie into something more comprehensible than truth, and this prevails all over the world.

For centuries truth will lie right on the table before people but they will not take it: they will chase after a fabrication precisely because they look upon it as something fantastic and utopian.

Second, this is a hint at the fact that our wholesale Russian lying suggests that we are all ashamed of ourselves.

Indeed, every one of us carries in him an almost innate shame of himself and of his own face; and the moment Russians find themselves in company, they hasten to appear at all cost something different from what they in reality are;

everyone hastens to assume a different face.

That was in 1873.

According to to AI the main events of 1873were:

Key 1873 Events and Themes:

Economic Crisis: The Panic of 1873 began in September, causing bank failures and massive railroad bankruptcies, initiating a multi-year global depression.

Politics & Policy: Spain became a republic (First Spanish Republic). In the U.S., President Grant began his second term and signed the Coinage Act of 1873, ending bimetallism and establishing the gold standard.

Conflicts & Law: The Modoc War began in the U.S.. The U.S. Congress passed the Comstock Law, outlawing “obscene” materials in the mail. Slavery was abolished in Puerto Rico.

Technological & Social Milestones: E. Remington and Sons began producing the first practical typewriter. Japan adopted the Gregorian calendar.

Scientific Discoveries: Jacobus Henricus van ‘t Hoff and Joseph Achille Le Bel developed a model of chemical bonding, and Willoughby Smith discovered the photoconductivity of selenium.

Notable Disasters: The RMS Atlantic sank, killing over 500 people, and the “Lord’s Day Gale” hurricane struck Nova Scotia, causing massive damage.

Seems pretty mundane to today but they didn’t have 24 hour world wide news did they.

Still, that line… For centuries truth will lie right on the table before people but they will not take it: they will chase after a fabrication precisely because they look upon it as something fantastic and utopian.

Sounds right to home.



4.10.2026 – genius to corrupt

genius to corrupt
others – inevitably
became part of it

Adapted from the book, by Albert Speer: His Battle With Truth by Gitta Sereny (Knopf: New York, 1995) where Ms. Sereny writes in the introduction:

Hitler’s genius in part was to corrupt others, but the evidence I have collected suggests that with extraordinary skill he deliberately protected those closest to him — who from 1933 on included Speer — from any awareness which could have disturbed them or the harmony of their relationship with him.

But corruption is insidious.

Speer, in the course of his growing relationship with Hitler, inevitably became — though for a long time unwittingly — a part of it.

Speer, I was already convinced, had never killed, stolen, personally benefited from the misery of others or betrayed a friend.

And yet, what I felt neither the Nuremberg trial nor his books had really told us was how a man of such quality could become not immoral, not amoral but, somehow infinitely worse, morally extinguished.

Like many, I wonder about the people in the inner circle of that man currently in office.

Many of those people are about my age and grew up with pretty much the experience I had growing up in America.

I wonder about the people in the inner circle of that man currently in office and what I wonder is how did they get there.

How did there experience growing up in, for lack of a better description, Our America, prepare to sell out and turn their back on Our America.

I wonder and for the most part, I don’t get it.

Deep down I tell myself that they, too, wonder how they got there.

If asked would they sell out the America they grew up in, they would answer of course not.

Deep down, I tell myself, they know what they are doing.

Deep down they know and they regret it, or at least, they know that a future comes when they will regret it.

And yet, here we are.

I picked up a book last night about Albert Speer, the man known as the good Nazi.

The Nazi who apologized.

The Nazi who apologized but hedged a bit saying he wasn’t really aware of what was going on with all those death camps.

Gitta Sereny had a lot of misgivings about Albert Speer as well

She wondered about this man in the inner circle of Adolf Hitler.

She wondered how he got there.

She went to work, interviewing Speer and thinking about it.

Ms. Sereny would write:

Hitler’s genius in part was to corrupt others.

Speer, in the course of his growing relationship with Hitler, inevitably became — though for a long time unwittingly — a part of it.

Change that up a bit.

Trump’s genius in part is to corrupt others.

That works, doesn’t it?

That really works.

Lets pick on one person.

Lets pick on Marco Rubio.

And say Marco Rubio, in the course of his growing relationship with Trump, inevitably became — though for a long time unwittingly — a part of it.

And finish it off.

Rubio had never killed,

stolen,

personally benefited from the misery of others

or betrayed a friend.

And yet, how a man of such quality could become not immoral,

not amoral but,

somehow infinitely worse,

morally extinguished.

How?

Trump’s genius in part is to corrupt others.

Swap in any name, Mike Johnson, Franklin Graham, Lindsey Graham …

Trump’s genius in part is to corrupt others.

Like Albert Speer, deep down they know and they regret it, or at least, they know that a future comes when they will regret it.

4.8.2026 – in war tactics and

in war tactics and
operations for naught if
strategy is flawed

Of course, in war tactics and operations are for naught if the strategy is flawed.

British General Sir Garnet Wolseley encouraged colonial commanders to seize what the enemy prized most.

Gallwell counselled offensive action and dramatic battles because he believed it the best way to demonstrate the ‘moral superiority’ of the European.

This worked best against a foe with a fairly cohesive system – a capital, a king, a standing army, a religious bond — some symbol of authority or legitimacy which, once overthrown, discouraged further resistance.

But that was easier said than done.

Indigenous societies might be too primitive to have a centralized political or military system, or to assign value to the seizure of a city like Algiers or Kabul.

Insurrections against both English and Spanish rule in the New World began in the cities.

Efowever, the ability to control major cities did not win the war for either power, and in fact weakened them by forcing them to scatter their forces.

Shamil would pull his population deep into the mountains and force the Russians to attack fortified villages organized in depth, while he simultaneously slashed at their greatly extended supply lines, a tactic which Mao successfully replicated against Ghiang’s ‘encirclement’ campaigns of the early 1930s.

And while the Russians might eventually take these villages after desperate fighting, their casualties were such that victory was gutted of strategic significance and they were inevitably forced to retreat through hostile country.

From Wars of empire by Douglas Porch, (London: Cassell, 2000), as part of Cassell’s History of Warfare Series, John Keegan, General Editor.

MR. LINCOLN FINDS A BROOM TO HIS LIKING.
In this cartoon from Leslie’s on March 7, 1864, the broom labeled “Grant” replaces the worn-out brooms of McClellan, Hooker and Pope after Grant’s victories had made it clear he should be the Union leader.