December 20 – this side of crazy

this side of crazy
thinking wistful, wishful thoughts
treasure where heart is

This side of crazy, if I start down the path of the meaning of Christmas, gifts, shopping excess, crowds and avoiding crowds, its a quick trip to maudlin, depression and even despair.

Wistful thoughts.

Regrets.

Regretful longing says the Google.

Wishful thoughts,

All that I wish for.

Hope for.

Regretfully longing for all that I wish for.

I want it.

Hope for it.

And regret it at the same time.

‘Tis the season, I guess.

Good grief.

This is a quick trip to wrong side of crazy.

Am I over analyzing the situation?

DUH!!!

According to the St. Matthew the Apostle, ” For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” (Matt 6:21 KJV)

I have lost my heart I know.

Lost it a long time ago to a girl named Leslie.

Lost it again as both one by one and in bunches as we added kids to our family.

Found it in time to lose it all over again to a bunch of grand kids as they were added to our family.

No regrets.

Not wistful.

Maybe still a little wishful.

Lost my heart.

Gained whole piles of treasures.

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