August 8 – It can happen

pink tipped spires glow
short time, daybreak Atlanta
old poetic theme

Each day, I exit I85 to the Buford-Spring Connector in midtown Atlanta.

The expressway ramp takes me up as high as a three story building before a quick decent to Peachtree Creek level.

From this rise, for a brief moment, I have a post card view of downtown Atlanta.

On some mornings, this moment takes place at sunrise or just before sunrise, when the earliest light catches the tops of the downtown buildings and the cityscape glows pinkishly.

The pink light of dawn at the beach, on a city, over the desert or on the far mountain range is a reoccurring theme in literature and poetry.

Dawn takes place every day.

No travel need to experience it.

It can happen on the drive to work.

Composed Upon Westminster Bridge,
William Wordsworth September 3, 1802

Earth has not anything to show more fair:
Dull would he be of soul who could pass by
A sight so touching in its majesty:
This City now doth, like a garment, wear
The beauty of the morning: silent, bare,
Ships, towers, domes, theatres, and temples lie
Open unto the fields, and to the sky;
All bright and glittering in the smokeless air.
Never did sun more beautifully steep
In his first splendour, valley, rock, or hill;
Ne’er saw I, never felt, a calm so deep!

The river glideth at his own sweet will:
Dear God! the very houses seem asleep;
And all that mighty heart is lying still!

August 5 – layer on layer

layer on layer
each worry, like a blanket
can’t get out of bed

Sleepless nights, examining, questioning, rationalizing everything on the plate along with items on the way, unforeseen but imagined.

Feel each thought and worry as a blanket on top.

At the first the weight is manageable.

As the layers continue to pile on the weight becomes oppressive.

If allowed, panic could push anxiety out and take over.

Can’t get out of the bed.

Can’t get out from under the layers.

Solution?

Crawl back in.

Burrow under the layers.

Hide.

Hibernate.

Make them go away.

July 30 – New day, each day comes

New day, each day comes
chance perfectly marvelous
hopeful, possible

I could start my day taking a yellow pad and drawing line down the center.

At the top of the left side of the pad, I could write BAD.

At the top of the right hand side, I could write GOOD.

I could fill the left hand side as fast as I could write, with my handwriting getting worse and worse as I try to keep with the all the thoughts pouring, like black and red flaming lava, out of my mind.

Then I could stop.

Take a sip of coffee.

Take two sips of coffee.

I could look at the right hand side of the pad.

I would see that, that side of the pad was blank.

See nothing good.

Or.

Nothing but possibities.

Perfectly marvelous.

July 28 – Slow Sunday Mornings

Slow Sunday Mornings
Wake up late, wait for coffee
privileged lifestyle


It’s the simple things, right?

Quiet Sunday Morning and I can sleep in late and read while the coffee percolates in the cool of the living room.

A piece of toast with blueberry jam from up north.

Then off to Church.

Perfect way to start the week.

What could be more simple.

Starting the preaching a little early, I hope I never lose the insight that this simple start is so very, very privileged.

Home, shelter, food, leisure, job to experience leisure, love of family, friends and wife, loving and benevolent God and gracious Savior.

“For unto whomsoever much is given, of him shall be much required” says Luke (12:48 KJV)

Been given so much.

Better not forget.

It’s simple.

July 22 – Life, Work, the balance

Life, Work, the balance
live for work, working to live
living while working

Back from vacation.

First time in a long, long time that I really unplugged.

Helped that there was poor to no cell service where we were.

I feel like I should hide this location from the world or a cell tower will be built there tomorrow.

But back at work after a week away.

Energized.

Resolved to pick up on job performance while sharply defining the time of work and not working.

Recharged.

Ready to go.

I left my key card at home.