7.27.2023 – think of all the tales

think of all the tales
that have been told, and well told
you will never know

Sunrise over Skull Creek, Hilton Head Island

Everyday the sun rises.

Everyday the sun sets.

(I have to remark on that line by remembering a young waitress at the restaurant at Amicalola Falls State Park & Lodge in Dawsonville, GA, who stopped taking our order to get out her phone and snap a photo of the sunset saying, ‘You don’t see a sunset everyday!’ The moment reinforced what I had read earlier in the day when I checked on the reviews of this restaurant that most mentioned in some way the unique character of the staff. But I digress.)

The tide comes in and washed the beach here twice a day leaving a clean sweep of sand with no footprints or evidence of any body being there before.

But when Winston Churchill wrote, Think of all the wonderful tales that have been told, and well told, which you will never know, he was not referring to the march of time across the span of the days of mankind.

He was thinking only of the efforts of this human race to document the passage of time in books.

In an essay titled Hobbies, which my research seems to show was published originally in the Strand Magazine in either 1921 or 1922 together with his essay Painting as a Pastime and then reprinted in a collection of Churchill’s essay’s titled, Thoughts and Adventures, (Odhams Press, LTD. London, 1932) and now available at Fadepage.com, Mr. Churchill wrote:

But a day in a library, even of modest dimensions, quickly dispels these illusory sensations.

As you browse about, taking down book after book from the shelves and contemplating the vast, infinitely-varied store of knowledge and wisdom which the human race has accumulated and preserved, pride, even in its most innocent forms, is chased from the heart by feelings of awe not untinged with sadness.

As one surveys the mighty array of sages, saints, historians, scientists, poets and philosophers whose treasures one will never be able to admire — still less enjoy — the brief tenure of our existence here dominates mind and spirit.

Think of all the wonderful tales that have been told, and well told, which you will never know.

Think of all the searching inquiries into matters of great consequence which you will never pursue.

Think of all the delighting or disturbing ideas that you will never share.

Think of the mighty labours which have been accomplished for your service, but of which you will never reap the harvest.

But from this melancholy there also comes a calm.

The bitter sweets of a pious despair melt into an agreeable sense of compulsory resignation from which we turn with renewed zest to the lighter vanities of life.

Reading.

To read.

And yet …

I guess when I think about reading under attack, just writing those words is a like a smack in the face, I can’t do much more than to remember the bitter sweets of a pious despair melt into an agreeable sense of compulsory resignation from which we turn with renewed zest to the lighter vanities of life.

In the forward to the book, Mr. Churchill leaves as an epigram:

Le monde est vieux, dit-on: je le crois; cependant

Il le font amuser encor comme un enfant.

I had to look it up but it translates:

The world is old, they say: I believe it; However …

They still make him have fun like a child.

7.72023 – sensed deep in his bones

sensed deep in his bones
natural state of universe
was endless summer

Though he had never lived in a truly warm climate he always sensed deep in his bones that the natural state of the universe was endless summer, though he had only heard rumors of its existence.

He had heard of places where the grass was eternally green, where snow was spoken of with nostalgia by people who had not endured it for years.

But Miami, and Florida, that tropical green finger with the angelic aura of white sand, was so perfect, so magical, the possibilities of baseball so endless, that its mere existence almost caused Sandor to acknowledge the possibility of a God.

From Butterfly Winter by WP Kinsella, 2011, Winnipeg, Enfield & Wizenty

6.27.2023 – tide goes, tide goes out

tide goes, tide goes out
once more the empty day goes
down the empty shore

Adapted from:

Ebb

The tide goes out, the tide goes out; once more
The empty day goes down the empty shore.

The tide goes out; the wharves deserted lie
Under the empty solitude of sky.

The tide goes out; the dwindling channels ache
With the old hunger, with the old heartbreak.

The tide goes out; the lonely wastes of sand
Implore the benediction of thy hand.

The tide goes out, goes out; the stranded ships
Desire the sea, — and I desire thy lips.

As it appears in: Poems by Sir Charles George Douglas Roberts, 1907

6.10.2023 – pack the car, lunch, kids

pack the car, lunch, kids
towels, toys, off to the beach
tide took beach away

We went out to the beach but having lived along the coast now for a couple of years, we checked the tide chart.

Bad news.

High tide was predicted for 2pm.

We left about 10 o’ clock and figured we could get a place easily on the great expanse of beach and it would take hours at least until the tide took the beach away.

That worked, so far as it worked.

We got a nice spot but with strong on shore breeze and the upcoming June Solstice, we got a reminder of why all the tide charts say … the information is only a predicition.

By noon the water was up to our beach chairs and we moved back.

We moved back again.

As with all really high tides, the water was filled with reeds from the salt marshes behind the barrier island.

It wasn’t just the water that was moving in the with the tide, it was foot high wall of these reeds.

With an hour and a half to go to high tide, everyone on the beach had been pushed back into one thin ribbon of sand along the water front.

That ribbon of sand wasn’t going to last long.

There was no more back beach left to move back to.

It would be hours before any amount of beach was be available for habitation.

We gave in, packed up and left.

Making our way off the beach to the raised wooden pathway to the parking we passed family after family.

Families that were prepared for a day at the beach.

Families with beach carts packed with toys, chairs, umbrellas and food.

Families with countless eager young faces carrying boogie boards and pails and plastic shovels.

Mom’s with backpacks for sunblock and snacks.

Dad’s pulling the carts and leading the way to the beach.

Everyone with a face of expectation.

Faces of expectation and excitement.

Faces that had lasted through the long drive to the coast from deep inside the midwest.

Faces that had through the check in process.

Faces that had ears that had heard, “Almost there! Can you feel the sand in your toes? Can you smell the salt.”

We didn’t tell them.

We couldn’t tell them.

They would have to find out for themselves.

They were looking forward to a day at the beach.

They had been looking forward to a day a the beach since they had left home.

They had been looking forward to a day at the beach since Dad had announced he had booked their vacation.

The sun was out,

The weather was hot.

But …

But the tide …

The tide had taken the beach away.