8.5.2024 – day was rainy dark

day was rainy dark
rain fell on the barn roof and
dripped steadily

4 o’clock in the afternoon in the sunny south

The next day was rainy and dark.

Rain fell on the roof of the barn and dripped steadily from the eaves.

Rain fell in the barnyard and ran in crooked courses down into the lane where thistles and pigweed grew.

Rain spattered against Mrs. Zuckerman’s kitchen windows and came gushing out of the downspouts.

Rain fell on the backs of the sheep as they grazed in the meadow.

When the sheep tired of standing in the rain, they walked slowly up the lane and into the fold.

From Charlotte’s Web by EB White.

It has been raining all day here in the Low Country of South Carolina and it is supposed to rain for another 2 days.

I have been told to work from home tomorrow and we will see about Wednesday when Wednesday comes.

The rain falls on the roofs of the buildings here in the apartment complex and it drips off the eaves.

We wait for worse things.

Tidal surges.

Power outages.

Mandatory evacuations.

What fun.

We watch and we wait.

Do we have everything powered up if the power goes down?

What do we do without power?

Go to bed early I guess but I don’t want to find out.

For a bit of hope, the passage from Mr. White describes a big day for Wilbur the pig.

After a distressful day of rain and cold and boredom, Wilbur meets Charlotte.

Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow.

It will be Thursday before we know it, I hope.

And the rain, rain will have gone away.

8.1.2024 – we will all wake some

we will all wake some
morning to learn that there is
not one decent man

We doubt that there ever was a time in this country when so many people were trying to discredit so many other people. About a year ago, we started to compile a handbook of defamation, showing who was disemboweling whom in America, but the list soon got too big for us and we abandoned the project as both unwieldy and unlovely. Discreditation has become a national sickness, for which no cure has so far been found, and there is a strong likelihood that we will all wake some morning to learn that in the whole land there is not one decent man. Vilification, condemnation, revelation—these supply a huge part of the columns of the papers, and the story of life in the Unit.

From the essay, Discredit of Others, published on October 4th, 1952 in the New Yorker Magazine and republished in On democracy / E. B. White; edited by Martha White; foreword by Jon Meacham, New York, Harper Collins, 2019.

In the forward to the book is this quote from Mr. White.

To hold America in one’s thoughts is like holding a love letter in one’s hand—it has so special a meaning.

7.10.2024 – life indelible

life indelible
summertime, oh summertime,
summer without end

Summertime, oh summertime, pattern of life indelible, the fade proof lake, the woods unshatterable, the pasture with the sweet fern and the juniper forever and ever, summer without end; this was the background, and the life along the shore was the design, the cottages with their innocent and tranquil design, their tiny docks with the flagpole and the American flag floating against the white clouds in the blue sky, the little paths over the roots of the trees leading from camp to camp and the paths leading back to the outhouses and the can of lime for sprinkling, and at the souvenir counters at the store the miniature birch-bark canoes and the post cards that showed things looking a little better than they looked. This was the American family at play, escaping the city heat …

From Once More to the Lake, as published in Essays of E.B. White by E. B. White, New York, Harper Colophon Books, 1979.

In his forward to the book of essays, Mr. White writes, “The essayist is a self-liberated man, sustained by the childish belief that everything he thinks about, everything that happens to him, is of general interest. He is a fellow who thoroughly enjoys his work, just as people who take bird walks enjoy theirs. Each new excursion of the essayist, each new “attempt,” differs from the last and takes him into new country. This delights him. Only a person who is congenitally self -centered has the effrontery and the stamina to write essays.”

Sustained by the childish belief that everything he thinks about, everything that happens to him, is of general interest.

Is that not fabulous?

And spot on for all these goofy essays that seem to spill off of my keyboard.

Now here is the odd thing.

I hate to type.

I will go to the greatest lengths imaginable to find a bit of text that I can copy and paste rather than type myself.

I had it in mind to use this bit of story, Once More to the Lake by Mr. White.

But far be it from me to want to retype the the text I wanted so I searched for something I could copy which led me to an electronic copy of the Essay’s of Mr. White which led me to re-read his forward to the essays which led me to copy and past that little bit of text from the forward I just quoted.

In doing so, the word belief in the phrase sustained by the childish belief was copied as the word behef or sustained by the childish behef.

Spell check tossed it out so I looked it up.

Maybe behef was a word the Mr. White selected as a bit of word play.

The closest word I could find was from the Middle English and that behef was a variation of the word biheve (according to the online dictionary of Middle English available from the University of Michigan which as an institution has been working on the Dictionary of Middle English for as long as I can remember) which is an adjective meaning of things: needed; beneficial; appropriate, fitting.

Things needed, beneficial, appropriate and fitting.

I love that.

Though closer inspection did prove that the word Mr. White wanted was belief, I like the sentence very much with behef.

The sentence could have read, Sustained by the childish need that everything he thinks about, everything that happens to him, is of general interest which is altogether beneficial, appropriate and fitting.

Summertime, oh summertime.

Summer without end.

Needed, beneficial, appropriate and fitting.

Life indelible.

BTW – the photo above is of my sister Lisa along the shore of Lake Michigan was taken by my Father sometime in the late 1960’s.

My family has had a long association with the West Michigan artist Armond Merizon.

This photo could have been painted by him.

Life indelible.

4.18.2024 – flock of creative

flock of creative
people … expression was
the need of their souls

In 1958, her job as an editor was coming to a close and this provided her with more time to look about, more time to think about the gardens of her life.

I suspect, though, that the thing that started her off was her discovery that the catalogue makers — the men and women of her dreams — were, in fact, writers.

Expression was the need of their souls.

To an editor of Katharine’s stature, a writer is a special being, as fascinating as a bright beetle.

Well, here in the garden catalogues, she stumbled on a whole new flock of creative people, handy substitutes for the O’Haras, the Nabokovs, the Staffords of her professional life.

From the introduction to Onward and Upward in the Garden by Katherine S. White.

The introduction is written by E. B. White.

The book is a collection of essays about gardening that Ms. White wrote over a span of years.

After her passing, her husband, E.B., arranged the essays into a book.

Frustrating as it is to read essays about gardening when one lives in an apartment, I still enjoyed the book very much.

Frustrating as it is to read essays about gardening when one lives in the low country of South Carolina where the colors of spring are all shades of green.

I admit I got spoiled living for a time in Atlanta.

No one mentions it much but Atlanta is in the foothills of the Blue Ridge mountains.

Here in the low country I am about 6 feet about sea level and that sea is just a few blocks away.

Atlanta is at just over 1,000 feet above sea level and the colors of a north Georgia, mountain springtime can hold their own with any fall colors I have ever enjoyed in Michigan where I grew up.

But down here, everything is just … green.

With the salt air, flowers have problems and while banks of petunias and buttercups manage and azaleas show up for a couple of weeks, for the most part, the salt marsh leaves a lot of color out of its presentation.

Back to the book, there is that introduction by Mr. White.

His bit about his wife’s struggle to write.

Writing, for her, was an agonizing ordeal. Writing is hard work for almost everyone: for Katharine it was particularly hard, because she was by temperament and by profession an editor, not a writer. (The exception was when she wrote letters. Her letters — to friends, relatives, contributors — flowed naturally from her in a clear and steady stream, a warm current of affection, concern, and eagerness to get through to the mind of the recipient. Letters were easy. How I envied her!) But when she sat down to compose a magazine piece on gardening, faced with all the strictures and disciplines of formal composition and suffering the uneasiness that goes with critical expression in the public print — this was something else again. Gone was the clear and steady stream. Katharine’s act of composition often achieved the turbulence of a shoot-out. The editor in her fought the writer every inch of the way; the struggle was felt all through the house. She would write eight or ten words, then draw her gun and shoot them down. This made for slow and torturous going. It was simple warfare — the editor ready to nip the writer before she committed all the sins and errors the editor clearly foresaw.

I get the occasional note about these essays that I work to produce.

Most often I get asked, why don’t I edit them better.

I won’t say I am a writer.

I won’t say I am an editor.

I will say I feel a need for expression.

Maybe not a need for my soul but for some need I guess.

I will also say, I am not going to enter into warfare with the editor over every word.

Then this expression might become work.

3.8.2024 – vexatious world of

vexatious world of
people were whole world, would not
enjoy it at all

If the vexatious world of people were the whole world, I would not enjoy it at all.

But it is only a small, though noisy, part of the whole; and I find the natural world as engaging and as innocent as it ever was.

When I get sick of what men do, I have only to walk a few steps in another direction to see what spiders do.

Or what the weather does.

This sustains me very well indeed, and I have no complaints.

From a letter to Carrie A. Wilson, May 1, 1951 in the Letters of EB White ( New York : Harper Collins, 2006)

Port Royal Sound to Broad River – South Carolina