2.2.5.2025 – go away clean as

go away clean as
it was possible for you
to go and still go

I stood up and leaned against the sink. “Now let’s add it up and don’t interrupt me. You came to me this morning in a highly emotional condition and wanted to be driven to Tijuana to catch an early plane. You had a gun in your pocket, but I needn’t have seen it. You told me you had stood things as long as you could but last night you blew up. You found your wife dead drunk and a man had been with her. You got out and went to a Turkish bath to pass the time until morning and you phoned your wife’s two closest relatives and told them what you were doing. Where you went was none of my business. You had the necessary documents to enter Mexico. How you went was none of my business either. We are friends and I did what you asked me without much thought. Why wouldn’t I? You’re not paying me anything. You had your car but you felt too upset to drive yourself. That’s your business too. You’re an emotional guy and you got yourself a bad wound in the war. I think I ought to pick up your car and shove it in a garage somewhere for storage.”

He reached into his clothes and pushed a leather keyholder across the table.

“How does it sound?” he asked.

“Depends who’s listening. I haven’t finished. You took nothing but the clothes you stood up in and some money you had from your father-in-law. You left everything she had given you including that beautiful piece of machinery you parked at La Brea and Fountain. You wanted to go away as clean as it was possible for you to go and still go. All right. I’ll buy it

From The Long Goodbye by Raymond Chandler (Ballantine Books, New York, First Ballantine Books Edition: October, 1971).

I want to go away as clean as possible and still go.

Anybody buy it?

Sounds so simple even after Mr. Chandler spells it all out.

2.23.2025 – terrible, awful things

terrible, awful things
everywhere and anywhere
broke my wordle string

I asked ChatGPT to … give me a short synopsis of all the awful things going on in the world right now

ChatGPT said:

There’s a lot of distressing stuff happening around the world right now. Some ongoing conflicts, like the war in Ukraine, continue to cause widespread destruction and suffering. In the Middle East, political instability and violence persist in places like Syria and Yemen. There are climate crises in many regions, with devastating wildfires, floods, and droughts displacing millions and worsening food insecurity. Economic challenges, including inflation and unemployment, are hitting vulnerable populations hard, and there’s an ongoing global refugee crisis. On top of that, human rights violations, corruption, and political oppression continue to plague various countries, and there’s rising concern about the threat of pandemics and disease outbreaks. It’s a lot to take in, but there are also groups and individuals working tirelessly to combat these issues and provide help where it’s needed most.

At this moment, what is on my mind?

Ongoing conflicts?

Political instabilty?

Food insecurity?

Threat of Disease?

The ongoing gutting of the US Constitution before our eyes?

Or …

The fact that I broke my longest wordle steak at 83 games?

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On my last try I guessed voter over otter and the double letter bit me again.

Check with me on Saturday, May 17, 2025 to see if I have bounced back.

2.21.2025 – you might think we had

you might think we had
won a major victory
instead … betraying

While the returning Prime Minister’s car was surging through hysterical crowds, a French window opened beside me and the Deputy Under Secretary, Sir Orme Sargent, stepped on to the balcony. He surveyed the scene below with dislike and disdain. “You might think’, he said to me, ‘that we had won a major victory instead of betraying a minor country’. Then, after a pause, as the window opposite opened and it was clear that Chamberlain was expected to say a few words, Sargent added: ‘I can bear almost anything provided he doesn’t say it is Peace with Honour’.

Meanwhile, as I subsequently learned, Chamberlain was greeted by his loyal and elated staff at the end of the long red-carpeted passage which runs from the front door of No. 10 to the Cabinet Room, and he said that in response to the clamour outside he must go up to the first floor window — Dizzy’s bedroom — and say a few words. It was then that Mrs. Chamberlain put the words into his mouth : ‘Tell them’, she said, ‘that you have brought back peace, but not just peace — peace with honour’. Tell them he did, and as the crowd roared in applause Sir Orme Sargent turned on his heel, closed the French window behind him and left me alone on the balcony.

Two years passed and I was myself a Private Secretary at No. 10. Disliking the unfresh air of the Central War Room, where a bedroom deep under ground was available to me, I contrived to have a bed provided in the large and now empty room from which first Disraeli and then Neville Chamberlain had sent their words echoing round the country and the world. Honour we still had, in abundance ; but Peace was only a memory and night after night the bombs in their hundreds devastated London. Early in 1941 the blast from one of them shattered the famous window as I pushed my head under the bed clothes to avoid the shower of glass.

2.13.2025 – we are doing this

we are doing this
for people that cannot speak
show up, support us

Adapted from the paragraph:

“We are doing this for the people that cannot speak, … we’re carrying the torch for people that feel like their rights are being violated,” said Bucardo, who ideally hopes the event “would stay peaceful and respectful, and our whole community, not just Hispanics, people from different backgrounds, places, show up and support us.”

In the article, Immigration reform protest planed for Feb. 17, by Mike McCombs in The Island News on Feb 12, 2025.

Remember those days when this, “Give me your tired, your poor, Your huddled masses yearning to breathe free, The wretched refuse of your teeming shore. Send these, the homeless, tempest-tossed to me, I lift my lamp beside the golden door” used to mean something?

Something that made us proud.

I read the other day that one of the most maddening aspects of those who embrace Trumpism is that those folks, deep down, know better.

What do these folks think when they read, “Do not store up for yourselves treasures on earth, where moths and vermin destroy, and where thieves break in and steal. But store up for yourselves treasures in heaven, where moths and vermin do not destroy, and where thieves do not break in and steal. For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also.”

What do these folks think at night?

As Mr. F.S. Fitzgerald said, “In a real dark night of the soul it is always three o’clock in the morning, day after day.”

What do they think?

Where is their treasure?

Where is their heart?

What are they doing for those who cannot speak?

2.11.2025 – sixty four meanings

sixty four meanings
for noun, set, seventeen are
labelled obsolete

According to the Online Oxford English Dictionary.

Sometimes, we would go upstairs to the room where he worked, just the two of us, and go through his O.E.D. together. He was proud of that handsome set . . . ‘set’ — that word has one of the longest entries in the O.E.D., fifty four columns of nouns, verbs, adjectives, I think. That was what fascinated Thurber. I would read him the ‘set’ definitions for hours on end.

From Thurber : a biography by Burton Bernstein (Dodd, Mead, New York, 1975).

See also “For Muggs and Rex.”