10.16.2020 – rationality?

rationality?
thinking as small children think
thoughts can change outcome

Adapted from a passage in The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion where she writes, “… there had been occasions on which I was incapable of thinking rationally. Thinking as small children think
as if my thoughts or wishes had the power to reverse the narrative, change the outcome
.”

Incapable of thinking rationally.

Thinking as small children think.

As if my thoughts or wishes had the power to reverse the narrative,

Change the outcome.

The author and the poet and the writer all at some point come to feel the impact of the one way passage of time.

As history writes its narrative, other paths can be imagined but it gets harder and harder to see how things could have turned out differently.

From the want of the nail, the shoe was last … yadda, yadda, yaddda.

Kids, children have nothing but time.

All options are open.

All possibilities are possible.

Thinking like a grown up, so called, is to think rationally.

Accept the narrative.

Accept the outcome.

Makes me want to scream OH GO ONE.

If that’s rationality.

If that’s the price of being a grown up.

You can have it.

The funny thing about the narrative of history and its outcome, no matter how much its path might be hinted at, you can’t read about until tomorrow.

And tomorrow never comes.

All options ARE open.

All possibilities ARE possible.

What to do faced with such a wondrous world of irrationality?

For myself, I am going to go to the beach.

10.15.2020 – For I know the plans

For I know the plans
plans not to harm, to give you
hope and a future

Based on the Bible verse:

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

I know this.

I accept this.

I believe this.

After the last couple of weeks in my life, you better understand that I believe this.

10.13.2020 – A dark confused world

A dark confused world
kingdom of God may yet reign
in the hearts of men

Based on the closing lines of Dr. Martin Luther King’s Acceptance Speech, on the occasion of the award of the Nobel Peace Prize in Oslo, December 10, 1964.

Dr. King said:

But every crisis has both its dangers and its opportunities.

It can spell either salvation or doom.

In a dark confused world the kingdom of God may yet reign in the hearts of men.

Salvation or doom.

Life or death.

Right or wrong.

Good or evil.

Stark differences.

Stark choices.

The kingdom of God may yet reign in the hearts of men.

Dr. King in this Speech also said:

I accept this award today with an abiding faith in America and an audacious faith in the future of mankind.

I refuse to accept despair as the final response to the ambiguities of history.

I refuse to accept the idea that the “isness” of man’s present nature makes him morally incapable of reaching up for the eternal “oughtness” that forever confronts him.

I refuse to accept the idea that man is mere flotsom and jetsom in the river of life, unable to influence the unfolding events which surround him.

I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality.

Anyone today with with an abiding faith in America will be sorely tried.

Refuse to accept despair as the final response to the ambiguities of history.

10.12.2020 – dead number over

dead number over
two hundred thousand – each one
is one to someone

A quote with many sources but most often attributed to Josef Stalin states;

A single death is a tragedy, a million deaths is a statistic.

Reading Jim Harrison last night I ran across this line;

“400 hundred thousand Jews died there, [in the Warsaw Ghetto] a number of dead that is not easily comprehended. Each of the 400,000 was one to somebody.” (emphasis in the original)

Over two hundred thousand have died from covid in the United States.

Two hundred thousand is a number of dead that is not easily comprehended.

Each of the 200,000 is one to somebody.

10.11.2020 – Many are the plans

Many are the plans
in a person’s heart, the Lord’s
purpose that prevails

Based on:

Many are the plans in a person’s heart,
but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.

Proverbs 19:21

This the Bible Gateway’s Bible Verse of the day for yesterday.

I was in on the creating of the very first version of the Verse of the Day when it first launched in the spring of 1996.

I was learning HTML on-the-job as I worked on the official first website for Zondervan, Inc. with a guy send out from Harper Collins Publishers to train me in the new art of web design.

I had a week to learn.

I wondered about the guy teaching as when we were asked if the site could display a different Bible Verse every day he said yes.

Later he said to me there has to be a way to do that, right?

That feller later called a friend from college (UVa) who knew what to do and wrote the script and emailed it to us.

Somehow we got the site launched.

I mean no one understood anything online back then.

A group that worked with us at Zondervan wanted to create a site that would have information for Churches to create their own online presence.

They called their business Gospelcom.

So their website ended up having to be Gospelcom.com.

I stayed with that website, learning HTML as needed to, and traded that job in for a job with WZZM13 TV and I designed and launched that website in 2000.

IN 2009, due to the real estate crash, my position was eliminated but at the same time I was told that my job was gone, I was offered a new job with the Gannett Broadcast web development team.

Later Gannett split off their TV stations into a new company called TEGNA.

Today we are in the midst of the covid crisis and things are again in flux.

I worry.

And I plan.

And I plan to worry.

But recently it was really brought home to me how God’s purpose that prevails.

I can worry.

I can plan.

And I can plan on worrying.

But I can count on God.