2.17.2024 – dangerous business

dangerous business
no knowing might be swept off to
follow your bookmark

I couldn’t help myself.

It was sitting there and it was only a $1.

Sitting there in the Friends of the Bluffton Library shelves of cheap books.

It was an oversize paperbound, what we used to call ‘trade edition’ of Tolkien’s Lord of the Rings.

I have owned many different editions of Tolkien over the years but circumstances of late have reduced my holdings to just e-editions.

So I bought it.

I doubt it has ever been opened and it is a solid one volume with a strong binding and pretty much it stays open to what ever page I have the book open to, even when laying flat.

So I am off into Middle Earth once more.

Don’t ask my thoughts on the movies as my opinion is the same in that I wish that those folks who made the movies had bothered to read the books.

But I digress.

I will say this about ebooks versus printed books.

I truly do miss following my bookmark as it moves through the pages.

With that, I am off.

As Frodo quoted Bilbo, “It’s a dangerous business, going out of your door,” he used to say. “You step into the Road, and if you don’t keep your feet, there is no knowing where you might be swept off to.”

2.16.2024 -rage of decadent

rage of decadent
period of nullity
at our past titans

If there is a common theme in the current news cycle about the upcoming Presidential election it is that, seemingly, a majority of voters agree that two leading candidates are not what or who the voters really want.

Then why are they the leading candidates?

Reading the article, Threatening to dissolve masterpieces in acid is a pathetically banal stunt for our shallow times by Jonathan Jones (The Guardian, Feb. 14, 2014), I feel like I have an answer to that question.

Mr. Jones comments on the report that Russian artist Andrei Molodkin will destroy works by Picasso, Rembrandt and Warhol if Julian Assange dies in prison.

Mr. Jones wonders why Mr. Molodkin would do this and asks, “Why is violence against great art such a trope of our time? And why is it seen by some as fair enough, or at least not anything to get worked up about?”

Mr. Jones answer is, “The truth is staring us in the face. The reason the 21st century seems so interested and perversely attracted to destroying the masterpieces of the past, is that we know deep down we are incapable of rivalling those achievements. No artist is now making anything that comes close to the revolutionary genius of Picasso, so we try to “cancel” him over factoids culled from biographies we have never read. And now Molodkin proposes or pretends to destroy one of his works with acid.

It is the rage of a decadent period of artistic nullity against the titans of a past whose energy and originality we can’t bear. We will be happier when all the masterpieces are destroyed and the museums no longer shove our decline in our faces.

Ask again, Then why are the leading candidates the leading candidates when few people want them?

And I will answer:

The truth is staring us in the face.

The reason the 21st century seems so interested and perversely attracted to destroying the democracy of the past, is that we know deep down we are incapable of rivalling that achievement.

No President is now making anything that comes close to the revolutionary genius of Thomas Jefferson, so we try to “cancel” him over factoids culled from biographies we have never read.

It is the rage of a decadent period of political nullity against the titans of a past whose energy and originality we can’t bear.

We will be happier when the democracy is destroyed and the history books no longer shove our decline in our faces.

As Ben Franklin answered the lady after the Constitutional Convention on what kind of country we had, “A republic, if you can keep it.

The lady continued, “And why not keep it?

Franklin responded, “Because the people, on tasting the dish, are always disposed to eat more of it than does them good.”

2.15.2024 – boy began to read

boy began to read
would not be going to bed
for very long time

Tonight there was no question of having to sit still; having pushed back his chair he was able to pace up and down the room, from the table to the window and back again, a walk quite as long and perhaps more free from obstacles than he had known on many a quarterdeck. He had hardly begun when the sitting-room door opened quietly and Brown peered in through the crack, his attention attracted by the sound of the chair scraping on the floor. For Brown one glance was enough. The captain had begun to walk, which meant that he would not be going to bed for a very long time.

From Commodore Hornblower by CS Forester.

I have read the 11 books of the Hornblower series more times than I can remember.

For the most part, I can’t tell you when I first read any of the books.

Books were just always around.

I cannot think my childhood home and not think of books.

I cannot think of my Dad and not picture him without something to read or a crossword puzzle book in his hands.

The photo is of my Dad and my Mom and my sister, Lisa out on the deck of the family place on Lake Michigan.

Notice my Dad is reading a newspaper and at least one magazine and maybe two books along with the never ending cup of tea sit on the table in front of him (along with a radio that is most likely tuned to WGN Chicago and a Cubs game.

There were books everywhere.

And mixed in were most of the Hornblower books.

Hornblower and the Hotspur.

Hornblower and the Atropos.

Beat to Quarters.

At some point I picked one up, read it and I was hooked.

I read one, which I think was Hotspur and then another and another and another.

I didn’t read them in order and that messed me up a little but after reading one, I would discuss it with my Dad.

What 12 year kid doesn’t discuss British Napoleonic War Naval Policy with their Dad?

Several of the books had originally been serialized in the Saturday Evening Post and one day my Dad had dug through a stack of old magazines and found an article with an illustration of a young man being lowered over the side of a ship in a storm.

He bent back the cover and asked me what it was?

I said, “That’s Midshipman Hornblower” and even though I had read the book, I read the chapter “Hornblower and the Bursting Ship” over again in the old magazine

We would talk about the books and the mistakes Hornblower made as well as the mistakes CS Forester made when he wrote the book.

For example, Maria.

Why? Why didn’t Hornblower listen to Bush and take off?

My Dad would make some observations and then he would tell something that happens in another one of the books that I hadn’t read yet.

And I would be a little nutz or maybe, a little more nutz than my usual self until I could read that book.

Over the next couple of years I read through 10 of the eleven books.

I could not get my hands on the book Commodore Hornblower.

That was book 9 in the 11 book series but the 4th book that Mr. Forester had written.

It was always out at the main library (I suspected semi-permanent loan to someone who I cursed) and never was at my local Creston Branch library and inter library loan did not exist at the time.

My Dad would tell me that was the book where Hornblower goes to Russia.

Russia?

Russia!

What was Hornblower doing in Russia?

And he gets bit by fleas and gets typhus,” my Dad said.

Fleas?

Typhus?

I tried to imagine such a storyline and couldn’t do it.

I kept re-reading the books I had and every once in a while my Dad would ask if I had read Commodore yet?

You know, the one with the Bomb Vessels?

During this time, many of my brothers and sisters went off to pursue their education at the University of Michigan.

That meant that several times a year, my Dad either took someone down to Ann Arbor or drove to Ann Arbor to bring someone back for Thanksgiving or some other break.

I remember this one day when my Dad was gone and we all knew that late in the evening he would get home and have with him my sister Mary or Brother Jack and we were always able to stay up to greet them.

We heard the sound of the garage door opening up and we knew they were home and all of us little kids and my Mom went to the back hall and the door to the garage would open and in came our older brothers and sisters to much loud shouting and confusion.

Coats were hung up.

Big bags of laundry were tossed in the laundry room.

And we moved into the kitchen to sit and talk for a few minutes.

This night my Dad stopped back in the hall way to the kitchen and stood there with his big winter coat on.

He had this big grin on his face that said he knew something that we didn’t.

Finally Mom says to Dad, “Why don’t you take your coat off and come in?

I thought I would give this to Mike first, He said.”

He smiled then from out of his pocket he took a paperback book.

Understand that Grand Rapids was a nice place to grow up but when I was kid there few bookstores.

My Dad knew that Ann Arbor had a lot of bookstores.

This trip he made sure he had time to stop at one of those Ann Arbor bookstores to find a book for me.

In his hand was a copy of Commodore Hornblower.

I snatched it and held it close to my face to make sure I wasn’t dreaming.

I didn’t talk but I looked up at my Dad.

I think he enjoyed giving that book to me more than I enjoyed getting it.

Don’t stay up all night,” was all he said.

And I began to read.

I would not be going to bed for a very long time.

Happy Birthday to my Dad!

2.14.2024 – you have been my friend

you have been my friend
he said, that in itself is
a tremendous thing

“Why did you do all this for me?” he asked. “I don’t deserve it. I’ve never done anything for you.”

“You have been my friend,” replied Charlotte. “That in itself is a tremendous thing.

I wove my webs for you because I liked you. After all, what’s a life, anyway? We’re born, we live a little while, we die. A spider’s life can’t help being something of a mess, with all this trapping and eating flies. By helping you, perhaps I was trying to lift up my life a trifle. Heaven knows anyone’s life can stand a little of that.”

From Charlotte’s Web by Elwyn Brooks White, Harper and Row, New York, 1952.

As Mr. White put it, “No pig ever had truer friends, and he realized that friendship is one of the most satisfying things in the world.”

The next to last line of Charlotte’s Web reads:

It is not often that someone comes along who is a true friend.

2.13.2024 – a captured sunrise

a captured sunrise
fire and gold of sky and sea
bannered with fire, gold

Based on the poem, Monotone by Carl Sandburg as printed in Chicago Poems (H. Holt and Company, New York, 1916), the section titled, Fog and Fires.

The poem reads:

  The monotone of the rain is beautiful,
And the sudden rise and slow relapse
Of the long multitudinous rain.

  The sun on the hills is beautiful,
Or a captured sunset sea-flung,
Bannered with fire and gold.

  A face I know is beautiful —
With fire and gold of sky and sea,
And the peace of long warm rain.

It rained all yesterday.

It rained all last night.

A long multitudinous rain.

This morning as I drove over the Cross Island Parkway bridge, the sun broke through, and bannered the sky with fire and gold.

Sometimes I feel a little goofy, sheepish maybe, that so many times I have used photos of the sunrise from this bridge.

But all times, I know I would feel worse if I crossed that bridge and didn’t notice anything special.

As for turning to the word painting of Mr. Sandburg for content, I make no apology.