9.8.2025 – so much disturbing

so much disturbing
our lives, clouding our future
our unhappy land

Adapted from the essay Letter from the East (Allen Cove, February 8, 1975) written by EB White as published in The Essays of EB White by EB White (Harper and Row, New York, 1977).

Mr. White writes:

With so much that is disturbing our lives and clouding our future, beginning right here in my own little principality, with its private pools of energy (the woodpile, the black stove, the germ in the seed, the chick in the egg), and extending outward to our unhappy land and our plundered planet, it is hard to foretell what is going to happen.

I know one thing that has happened: the willow by the brook has slipped into her yellow dress, lending, along with the faded pink of the snow fences, a spot of color to the vast gray-and-white world. I know, too, that on some not too distant night, somewhere in pond or ditch or low place, a frog will awake, raise his voice in praise, and be joined by others. I will feel a whole lot better when I hear the frogs.

My take was the air of foreboding and doom for our unhappy land back in 1975.

I guess every generation has to handle this feeling and figure it out.

I was 15 in 1975 and the future did not seem to did not seem so bad

So here is the 15 year olds of today and a hope for their future.

We walk often late in the evening to beat the heat here in the low country and our sidewalks line deep dark forests with swampy marshland.

We walk along as dusk settles and 1,000s upon 1,000s of frogs wake up and raise their voices in praise.

As we walk along the treeland swamps, we think, what is that sound?

Tonight, maybe, when we hear it, I will feel a whole lot better.

And the radio is playing Jean Sibelius: Organ Symphony … how can someone be unhappy?

8.5.2024 – day was rainy dark

day was rainy dark
rain fell on the barn roof and
dripped steadily

4 o’clock in the afternoon in the sunny south

The next day was rainy and dark.

Rain fell on the roof of the barn and dripped steadily from the eaves.

Rain fell in the barnyard and ran in crooked courses down into the lane where thistles and pigweed grew.

Rain spattered against Mrs. Zuckerman’s kitchen windows and came gushing out of the downspouts.

Rain fell on the backs of the sheep as they grazed in the meadow.

When the sheep tired of standing in the rain, they walked slowly up the lane and into the fold.

From Charlotte’s Web by EB White.

It has been raining all day here in the Low Country of South Carolina and it is supposed to rain for another 2 days.

I have been told to work from home tomorrow and we will see about Wednesday when Wednesday comes.

The rain falls on the roofs of the buildings here in the apartment complex and it drips off the eaves.

We wait for worse things.

Tidal surges.

Power outages.

Mandatory evacuations.

What fun.

We watch and we wait.

Do we have everything powered up if the power goes down?

What do we do without power?

Go to bed early I guess but I don’t want to find out.

For a bit of hope, the passage from Mr. White describes a big day for Wilbur the pig.

After a distressful day of rain and cold and boredom, Wilbur meets Charlotte.

Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow.

It will be Thursday before we know it, I hope.

And the rain, rain will have gone away.

8.1.2024 – we will all wake some

we will all wake some
morning to learn that there is
not one decent man

We doubt that there ever was a time in this country when so many people were trying to discredit so many other people. About a year ago, we started to compile a handbook of defamation, showing who was disemboweling whom in America, but the list soon got too big for us and we abandoned the project as both unwieldy and unlovely. Discreditation has become a national sickness, for which no cure has so far been found, and there is a strong likelihood that we will all wake some morning to learn that in the whole land there is not one decent man. Vilification, condemnation, revelation—these supply a huge part of the columns of the papers, and the story of life in the Unit.

From the essay, Discredit of Others, published on October 4th, 1952 in the New Yorker Magazine and republished in On democracy / E. B. White; edited by Martha White; foreword by Jon Meacham, New York, Harper Collins, 2019.

In the forward to the book is this quote from Mr. White.

To hold America in one’s thoughts is like holding a love letter in one’s hand—it has so special a meaning.

4.18.2024 – flock of creative

flock of creative
people … expression was
the need of their souls

In 1958, her job as an editor was coming to a close and this provided her with more time to look about, more time to think about the gardens of her life.

I suspect, though, that the thing that started her off was her discovery that the catalogue makers — the men and women of her dreams — were, in fact, writers.

Expression was the need of their souls.

To an editor of Katharine’s stature, a writer is a special being, as fascinating as a bright beetle.

Well, here in the garden catalogues, she stumbled on a whole new flock of creative people, handy substitutes for the O’Haras, the Nabokovs, the Staffords of her professional life.

From the introduction to Onward and Upward in the Garden by Katherine S. White.

The introduction is written by E. B. White.

The book is a collection of essays about gardening that Ms. White wrote over a span of years.

After her passing, her husband, E.B., arranged the essays into a book.

Frustrating as it is to read essays about gardening when one lives in an apartment, I still enjoyed the book very much.

Frustrating as it is to read essays about gardening when one lives in the low country of South Carolina where the colors of spring are all shades of green.

I admit I got spoiled living for a time in Atlanta.

No one mentions it much but Atlanta is in the foothills of the Blue Ridge mountains.

Here in the low country I am about 6 feet about sea level and that sea is just a few blocks away.

Atlanta is at just over 1,000 feet above sea level and the colors of a north Georgia, mountain springtime can hold their own with any fall colors I have ever enjoyed in Michigan where I grew up.

But down here, everything is just … green.

With the salt air, flowers have problems and while banks of petunias and buttercups manage and azaleas show up for a couple of weeks, for the most part, the salt marsh leaves a lot of color out of its presentation.

Back to the book, there is that introduction by Mr. White.

His bit about his wife’s struggle to write.

Writing, for her, was an agonizing ordeal. Writing is hard work for almost everyone: for Katharine it was particularly hard, because she was by temperament and by profession an editor, not a writer. (The exception was when she wrote letters. Her letters — to friends, relatives, contributors — flowed naturally from her in a clear and steady stream, a warm current of affection, concern, and eagerness to get through to the mind of the recipient. Letters were easy. How I envied her!) But when she sat down to compose a magazine piece on gardening, faced with all the strictures and disciplines of formal composition and suffering the uneasiness that goes with critical expression in the public print — this was something else again. Gone was the clear and steady stream. Katharine’s act of composition often achieved the turbulence of a shoot-out. The editor in her fought the writer every inch of the way; the struggle was felt all through the house. She would write eight or ten words, then draw her gun and shoot them down. This made for slow and torturous going. It was simple warfare — the editor ready to nip the writer before she committed all the sins and errors the editor clearly foresaw.

I get the occasional note about these essays that I work to produce.

Most often I get asked, why don’t I edit them better.

I won’t say I am a writer.

I won’t say I am an editor.

I will say I feel a need for expression.

Maybe not a need for my soul but for some need I guess.

I will also say, I am not going to enter into warfare with the editor over every word.

Then this expression might become work.

3.8.2024 – vexatious world of

vexatious world of
people were whole world, would not
enjoy it at all

If the vexatious world of people were the whole world, I would not enjoy it at all.

But it is only a small, though noisy, part of the whole; and I find the natural world as engaging and as innocent as it ever was.

When I get sick of what men do, I have only to walk a few steps in another direction to see what spiders do.

Or what the weather does.

This sustains me very well indeed, and I have no complaints.

From a letter to Carrie A. Wilson, May 1, 1951 in the Letters of EB White ( New York : Harper Collins, 2006)

Port Royal Sound to Broad River – South Carolina