10.16.2020 – rationality?

rationality?
thinking as small children think
thoughts can change outcome

Adapted from a passage in The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion where she writes, “… there had been occasions on which I was incapable of thinking rationally. Thinking as small children think
as if my thoughts or wishes had the power to reverse the narrative, change the outcome
.”

Incapable of thinking rationally.

Thinking as small children think.

As if my thoughts or wishes had the power to reverse the narrative,

Change the outcome.

The author and the poet and the writer all at some point come to feel the impact of the one way passage of time.

As history writes its narrative, other paths can be imagined but it gets harder and harder to see how things could have turned out differently.

From the want of the nail, the shoe was last … yadda, yadda, yaddda.

Kids, children have nothing but time.

All options are open.

All possibilities are possible.

Thinking like a grown up, so called, is to think rationally.

Accept the narrative.

Accept the outcome.

Makes me want to scream OH GO ONE.

If that’s rationality.

If that’s the price of being a grown up.

You can have it.

The funny thing about the narrative of history and its outcome, no matter how much its path might be hinted at, you can’t read about until tomorrow.

And tomorrow never comes.

All options ARE open.

All possibilities ARE possible.

What to do faced with such a wondrous world of irrationality?

For myself, I am going to go to the beach.

10.15.2020 – For I know the plans

For I know the plans
plans not to harm, to give you
hope and a future

Based on the Bible verse:

“For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
Jeremiah 29:11 (NIV)

I know this.

I accept this.

I believe this.

After the last couple of weeks in my life, you better understand that I believe this.

10.14.2020 – grievous consequence

grievous consequence
what has been done and undone
futile intentions

It is the most grievous consequence which we have yet experienced of what we have done and of what we have left undone in the last four years.

Four years of futile good intentions.

Four years of eager search for the line of least resistance.

Four years of uninterrupted retreat of US power.

Four years of neglect of US defenses.

Those are the features which I stand here to declare and which marked an improvident stewardship for which the United States has dearly to pay.

We have been reduced in those four years from a position of security so overwhelming and so unchallengeable that we never cared to think about it.

We have been reduced from a position where the very word “war” was considered one which would be used only by persons qualifying for a lunatic asylum.

We have been reduced from a position of safety and power.

Power to do good.

Power to be generous.

Reduced in four years from a position safe and unchallenged to where we stand now …

This is paraphrased and adapted for today’s affairs of the world from a speech by Winston Churchill.

Mr. Churchill delivered his speech has part of the British Parliamentary Debate on the Munich Agreement on October 3, 1938.

Mr. Churchill was speaking about Great Britain and France and the efforts of the governments of those countries to maintain peace in Europe with Nazi Germany.

Those two countries working with Germany and France had signed an agreement that pretty much dissolved the country of Czechoslovakia and made it a part of Hitler’s Germany in the hope Hitler would be happy.

I adapted what Mr. Churchill to what the United States seems to face abroad after four years of the current administration of the Government of the United States.

I understand what the governments of Great Britain and France were trying to do.

I fail to understand.

I cannot grasp what the current administration is trying to do.

Mr. Churchill said:

“It is the most grievous consequence which we have yet experienced of what we have done and of what we have left undone in the last five years-five years offutile good intention, five years of eager search forthe line of least resistance, five years of uninterruptedretreat of British power, five years of neglect of our air defences. Those are the features which I stand here to declare and which marked an improvident stewardship for which Great Britain and France have dearly to pay. We have been reduced in those five years from a position of security so overwhelming and so unchallengeable that we never cared to think about it. We have been reduced from a position where the very word “war” was considered onewhich would be used only by persons qualifying fora lunatic asylum. We have been reduced from a position of safety and power–power to do good, power to be generous to a beaten foe, power to make terms with Germany, power to give her proper redress for her grievances, power to stop her arming if we chose, power to take any step in strength or mercy or justice which we thought right-reduced in five years from a position safe and unchallenged to where we stand now….

10.13.2020 – A dark confused world

A dark confused world
kingdom of God may yet reign
in the hearts of men

Based on the closing lines of Dr. Martin Luther King’s Acceptance Speech, on the occasion of the award of the Nobel Peace Prize in Oslo, December 10, 1964.

Dr. King said:

But every crisis has both its dangers and its opportunities.

It can spell either salvation or doom.

In a dark confused world the kingdom of God may yet reign in the hearts of men.

Salvation or doom.

Life or death.

Right or wrong.

Good or evil.

Stark differences.

Stark choices.

The kingdom of God may yet reign in the hearts of men.

Dr. King in this Speech also said:

I accept this award today with an abiding faith in America and an audacious faith in the future of mankind.

I refuse to accept despair as the final response to the ambiguities of history.

I refuse to accept the idea that the “isness” of man’s present nature makes him morally incapable of reaching up for the eternal “oughtness” that forever confronts him.

I refuse to accept the idea that man is mere flotsom and jetsom in the river of life, unable to influence the unfolding events which surround him.

I refuse to accept the view that mankind is so tragically bound to the starless midnight of racism and war that the bright daybreak of peace and brotherhood can never become a reality.

Anyone today with with an abiding faith in America will be sorely tried.

Refuse to accept despair as the final response to the ambiguities of history.

10.12.2020 – dead number over

dead number over
two hundred thousand – each one
is one to someone

A quote with many sources but most often attributed to Josef Stalin states;

A single death is a tragedy, a million deaths is a statistic.

Reading Jim Harrison last night I ran across this line;

“400 hundred thousand Jews died there, [in the Warsaw Ghetto] a number of dead that is not easily comprehended. Each of the 400,000 was one to somebody.” (emphasis in the original)

Over two hundred thousand have died from covid in the United States.

Two hundred thousand is a number of dead that is not easily comprehended.

Each of the 200,000 is one to somebody.